silence screams

You'll See It

2011-08-16T08:37:00.002+08:00

Have u noticed how the cleverest people at school are those who make it in life?

What we learn in school are facts, known facts.
Our job at school is to accumulate and remember facts. The more we can remember , the better we do.

Those who fail at school are not interested in facts, or maybe the facts are not put to them in a way they find interesting.

Some people simply don't have a great faculty for memory.
It doesn't mean they are stupid. It means their imagination hasn't been fired up by academic tuition.

People who are conventionally clever get jobs on their qualification (the past), not on their desire to succeed. (the future)

Very simply, they get overtaken by those who continually strive to be better than they are.
As long as the goal is there, there is no limit to anyone's achievement.

power

2011-03-22T01:39:00.003+08:00

Becoming rich isn’t about getting rich financially as about whom  you become, in character and mind, to get rich. I want to share a  secret with you that few people know: the FASTEST way to get RICH and  stay rich is to work on DEVELOPING you! The idea is to grow yourself  into a successful person. Again, your outer world is merely a reflection  of your inner world. You are the root; your results are the fruits.

four

2011-01-15T21:30:00.003+08:00

There was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He's very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men.

He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant's confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times.

Now, the merchant's 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her.

One day, the merchant fell ill. Before long, he knew that he was going to die soon. He thought of his luxurious life and told himself, "Now I have 4 wives with me. But when I die, I'll be alone. How lonely I'll be!"

Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I loved you most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!" replied the 4th wife and she walked away without another word.

The answer cut like a sharp knife right into the merchant's heart. The sad merchant then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you so much for all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!" replied the 3rd wife. "Life is so good over here! I'm going to remarry when you die!" The merchant's heart sank and turned cold.

He then asked the 2nd wife, "I always turned to you for help and you've always helped me out. Now I need your help again. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!" replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave." The answer came like a bolt of thunder and the merchant was devastated.

Then a voice called out : "I'll leave with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go." The merchant looked up and there was his first wife. She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. Greatly grieved, the merchant said, "I should have taken much better care of you while I could have !"

Actually, we all have 4 wives in our lives

a. The 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it'll leave us when we die.

b. Our 3rd wife ? Our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they all go to others.

c. The 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we're alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.

d. The 1st wife is in fact our soul, often neglected in our pursuit of material, wealth and sensual pleasure.

Guess what? It is actually the only thing that follows us wherever we go. Perhaps it's a good idea to cultivate and strengthen it now rather than to wait until we're on our deathbed to lament

smile with the world

2011-01-10T02:09:00.005+08:00

sometimes despite our best effort, life still gives us lemon

but we have two choices

either we make a SAD FACE =(

or

we make a LEMONADE

changes

2011-01-06T18:42:00.008+08:00

There was a man who had four son. He wanted his sons to learn and not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.

The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen.

The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent and twisted.

The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.

The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossom that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful. It was the most graceful thing he had ever seen.

The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping fruit; full of life and fulfillment.

The man then explained to his sons that were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season, and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure, joy and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end, when all the seasons are up.

If you give up when its winter, you will miss the promise of your spring, the beauty of your summer, fulfillment of your fall.

Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest.
Don't judge life by one difficult season.

Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later.

;)

2010-12-20T00:57:00.001+08:00

Dikhabarkan, hari-hari selepas kesyahidan cucu Nabi (saw)
di bumi Iraq, 100 orang faqir miskin di Madinah telah
terputus bekalan makanan...

Akhirnya mereka tersedar, orang yang mereka musuhi
pada siang hari adalah orang yang memberi mereka
makan pada malam hari.

Itulah sifat Pemuda Syurga yang harus kita contohi.

Beliau menggunakan harta kekayaan beliau untuk membantu
faqir miskin secara rahsia tanpa meninggi diri.

Kata Nabi (saw), “Kemiskinan menghampiri kekufuran.”

Kata puteri Nabi (saw), “Haji adalah pembasmi kemiskinan.”

Kata menantu Nabi (saw), “Jika kemiskinan itu makhluk
nescaya aku membunuhnya!”

Sebenarnya, sudah pun cukup dalil untuk kita berusaha
menjadi kaya dengan jalan yang halal.

Perlukah kita hidup berhutang, meminta-minta dan
mengharapkan simpati?

Kita seharusnya pilih untuk jadi kaya tapi memperlihatkan
hidup seperti orang miskin dan itu dinamakan zuhud.

Itulah yang terbaik.

Pilihan di tangan anda. Daftarlah sekarang untuk jadi
OKB @ Orang Kaya Bertaqwa...

shellshock

2010-12-13T01:38:00.003+08:00

Ability is what you're capable of doing,
Motivation determines what you do and,
Attitude proves how well you do it.

Its not how good you are but how good you want to be.

life & money

2010-12-10T03:00:00.002+08:00

People lose their health to make money,
then lose their money to restore their health.
By thinking anxiously about the future,they forget their present,such that they live...neither for the present nor the future.

They live as if they will never die and they die as if they have never lived.Take each day as it comes,and live each day to the fullest.

GOD BLESS !

i'll make it.

2010-04-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

to people who tried and still *oh my god* trying to bring us down ;

Let us show that their OPINIONS can never be near us.
Let us prove that we all going to lead extra-ordinary lifestyle.
Let us SING happily when recession happens.
Let us look at up the sky and show our gratitude to Almighty God for wonderful life.
Let us make the our dearest Queen and King the happiest parents.
Let us show that we do not depend on them for our tears of joy.
Let us have the most wonderful wedding to remember.
Let us be in the comfortable state to give to the poor ones.
Let us BE IN THE 1% CATEGORY AND LET LET THE OTHER 99% SEE TO BELIEVE.

now let me remind you beforehand,

These will not, WILL NOT happen if you sit and do NOTHING, if you don't stop COMPLAINING , if you are sad about littlest things in life. These will not happen if you show your weaker side to the wrong companions, these will never happen if YOU DO NOT TAKE 100% RESPONSIBILITY OF YOUR LIFE. We are the ones holding the key to our amazing future. We only can control our actions but the sweetest part about life is that our actions determine where we are heading.

Be a winner because Life will throw you rubbish when you are at your weakest point.

Success is being linked to a very deep meaning. That it comes from an ordinary person who does EXTRAORDINARY things. Smart things, let me highlight that. So you tell me, do u want to be successful in life, or you just want to end up cheering up for other people? :)

love

2010-04-06T02:11:00.001+08:00

the strength to get back up

2010-03-30T00:06:00.001+08:00

speak with me

2010-03-27T02:34:00.001+08:00

On March 11th, he was arrested at his apartment's parking lot in Segambut. Police brought him to an apartment he rented in Kepong, and after entering, claimed that in that residence, he possessed 800grams of cocaine, and 140grams of methamphetamine, and accused him of processing and trafficking, putting him under the risk of being charged under Section 39B, which carries the death penalty.

On March 12th he was remanded for 7 days. When my parents inquired if we can engage a lawyer, the Investigation Officer told us "No need".

On March 17th, after our family waited more than an hour, we were allowed to see him for the very first time, under supervision.
Again my mother asked if we should get him a lawyer, again the I.O advised against it, claiming "Lawyer tak boleh buat apa-apa sekarang. Buang duit je. (Lawyer can't do anything now. It's simply a waste of money)."

On March 18th, his remand was extended another 7 days. The magistrate inquired why there was no lawyer present for him, and whether he was made aware he had the right to a counsel of his choice. He replied "No." Therefore, he requested for one, and only nine hours later, did the I.O call to inform my mother, who promptly engaged Amer Hamzah Arshad.

But the very next day, the police used their Executive authority under Section 28A that vetoed his right to a counsel. All requests made by our lawyer to visit him was denied.

Only after we complained to SUHAKAM, did the police allow Amer to visit him.
On the last day of his remand.
After the investigations were concluded.
For only 15 minutes.

On March 25th, he was brought to court, and charged under Section 12(2) for possession of 0.24grams of metaphetamin in his Segambut residence. Nothing the police claimed they found in the Kepong residence, the cocaine and shabu that was "already packaged to be distributed" or the so called "cocaine processing mini-lab" was brought to court.

Because there WAS none.

He was released on bail. A trial date was set. He was so close to being free, and seeing his 4 year old son again.
But as he was signing the papers of his release, the Plainclothes were outside waiting.

Not two steps after he came out of the bail department, without any explanation, they re-arrested him. Amer was restrained from protecting him, and only after Amer repeatedly asked them to show their I.D, did they do so. Still, no explanation was given to the family. We were merely told to go to the Headquarters and speak to Inspector Kang. The same guy who claimed my brother possessed the cocaine they NEVER found.

He never saw us, he was "in a meeting." He wasn't too occupied to give the press a statement, but was unavailable to see us.
We were told by the new I.O for this case, and the DSP (the guy who signed the papers denying my brother the right to a counsel) that they are detaining him for 60 days under the Special Preventive Measures Act (LPK), after which, they could further detain him for 2 years if found guilty.

Guilty according to THEM. For under this act, it is a detention without trial, like the Internal Security Act. Any information gathered from "witnesses" and "investigations" will never be disclosed to him or his lawyer, or the court. He will also not be able to defend himself against any allegations. Under this act, he will never have his day in court.

On March 25th, my brother, Ben, was denied his Constitutional rights.

For 2 weeks, our family went through hell. Sleepless nights, press waiting outside our door, Ben had asthma attacks after the police delayed themselves in acquiring the requested medication for 3 days, mama suffered chest pains and lost her voice.
We felt it was all worth it, for we would be able to have him back.

But now, a new nightmare has begun.
Whether or not Ben is guilty, should not be for the Police to decide. If they HAD the evidence to strengthen their warrant for re-arrest, why was it not brought to court? Why is Ben not given a chance to defend himself? How can we ever know the authenticity of these so called witnesses and their statements? If there were ANY to begin with?

Under this act, I could simply be caught for any crimes of drug offences the police accuse me of, because they can claim they have enough information (even if they have absolutely nothing) and detain me. For 60 days, for 2 years, and even EXTEND it after.

Acts like this and the ISA are licenses for ARBITRARY arrest and detention. Anytime. Anywhere. Anybody.

My family and Amer will not back down. We will fight for Ben's right. We will speak up for all of those who were silenced before us, who will be silenced hereafter.

But we seek your help. In any way at all, help us fight this. Re-post this, write on your blogs, write to your local representative, to our newspapers, and together we shall use our voice, our art, our space, to stand up not just for Ben, but for all our rights.

Liberty is a Constitutional right. It's time to get it back.

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2010-02-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

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Screamworks: Love in Theory and Practice

2010-02-16T22:36:00.001+08:00

Screamworks: Love in Theory and Practice, Chapters 1–13 is the seventh studio album by Finnish rock band HIM, released on February 8, 2010 in the United Kingdom and France. It was later released in the United States on February 9, Japan on February 10, and Germany on February 12. The first single "Heartkiller" was released on December 8, 2009. The album title was inspired by frontman Ville Valo's relationships that have since ended. He told Kerrang!: "It's a sonic diary of that [affair]. The album's also about both the theoretical and practical aspects of relationships which are an impossible problem to resolve. 'Screamworks' represents a cathartic, primal scream; it's a big middle finger; it's a fuck off, I want to do what I want to do."

make your decision

2010-02-10T16:56:00.003+08:00

RICH people believe "I create my life", POOR people believe "Life happens to me"

RICH people think BIG, POOR people think SMALL

RICH people focus on OPPORTUNITIES, POOR people focus on OBSTACLES

RICH people are committed to being rich, POOR people "WANT" to be rich.

RICH associate with positive & successful people, POOR associate with negative & unsuccessful people

RICH people are BIGGER than their problems, POOR people SMALLER than their problems

RICH think "BOTH", POOR people think "EITHER/OR"

RICH people have their money work hard for them, POOR people work hard for their money

RICH people constantly learn and grow, POOR people think they "ALREADY KNOW"

RICH people think and act positively, POOR people think and act negatively

ITS YOUR CHOICE.
TQ ;)

who is the loser now?

2010-02-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

WINNERS give commitment
LOSERS give promises

WINNERS see the gain
LOSERS see the pain

WINNERS see the possibilities
LOSERS see the problems

WINNERS will always win
LOSERS will always be losers

the most

2010-02-04T15:21:00.002+08:00

the most selfish ONE letter word "I" Avoid it
the most satisfying TWO letter word "WE" Use it
the most poisonous THREE letter word "EGO" Kill it
the most used FOUR letter word "LOVE" Value it
the most pleasing FIVE letter word "SMILE" Keep it
the fastest spreading SIX letter word "RUMOUR" Ignore it
the hard working SEVEN letter word "SUCCESS" Achieve it
the most enviable EIGHT letter word "JEALOUSY" Distance it
the most powerful NINE letter word "KNOWLEDGE" Acquire it
the most divine TEN letter word "FRIENDSHIP" Maintain it

kick ass

2010-01-09T19:20:00.006+08:00

college de valleyfield

2010-01-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

An university in Quebec, Canada.

Tremendous view.
Check out the web and facebook page.

this is music

2009-12-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

30 seconds to mars "this is war"

vampire weekend "vampire weekend"

brand new "daisy"

the xx "xx"

the adorable jigsaw

2009-12-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

cath

i make them good "girls" go bad

2009-10-04T01:31:00.002+08:00

Muhammad Azlan Yahya

the vampire's assistant

2009-08-09T00:22:00.003+08:00

Cirque du Freak : the vampire's assistant is the film adaptation of the first three books out of 12 of the book series, The Saga of Darren Shan, by author Darren Shan. Basically it is, a fantasy-adventure about a teenager who unknowingly breaks a 200-year-old truce between two warring factions of vampires. Pulled into a fantastic life of misunderstood sideshow freaks and grotesque creatures of the night, one teen will vanish from the safety of a boring existence and fulfill his destiny in a place drawn from nightmares. It'll be released on the 23rd of oct this year.

Definitely going into my list. Check it out guys.

cirque du music

2009-08-08T22:50:00.007+08:00

the reminder by feistdeadbeat sweetheartbeat by the juliana theorybattle for the sun by placebowolfgang amadeus phoenix by phoenixlive it out by metric

don't think i love

2009-08-01T15:29:00.000+08:00

traffic

2009-07-11T22:34:00.001+08:00

this is killing me !!!
Pfffffffffttttttttttttttttttttt.

onitsuka tiger

2009-07-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

Well there's been a good news and a bad news. The good news is i got a new shoe. LOL.
And the bad news is I just lost 5 shoes in a go. Yea the black leather converse is included. Pffttt. So i got myself a new onitsuka linen coolidge. LOL.

blood on my hands

2009-06-30T18:21:00.003+08:00

i want those merchandise !!!!
especially the T. get me. get me.
new single from the used.

lay it down slow

2009-06-15T00:08:00.001+08:00

to: mi amor ♥

if you got dreams in your heart
why don't you share them with me?
and if dreams don't come true
i'll make sure that you're nightmares
are through

if you got pain in your heart
why don't you share it with me?
and we'll just wait and see
if it's half what it used to be

and lay it down slow
lay it down free
lay it down easy
but lay it on me

if you've got love in your heart
why don't you keep it with mine?
i can't promise a miracle
but i'll always be trying

and lay it down slow
lay it down free
lay it down easy
but lay it on me

lay it down easy
lay it on me

lay it down easy
but lay it on me

make it happen

2009-06-14T01:14:00.004+08:00

Just one kiss
And I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah...

One interesting fact. Do you know that kissing stabilizes cardiovascular, decreases high blood pressure and lowers cholesterol. In fact, kissing prevents cavities and plague build up by stimulating saliva production while preventing gingivitis through the calcium present in saliva. Oops sorry too scientific huh. I took it from an article. Cant remember which mag. Back to kissing, it also stimulates over 30 facial muscles which smoothes out skin and increase blood circulation to the face. Mmmmmmm. And the best part of it, it burns out 12 calories per five seco. How awe (wait for it) some is that. LOL.

Note taken.=p

one last time

2009-06-13T23:38:00.001+08:00

Is it so hard to believe our hearts
Are made to be broken by love
That in constant dying lies
The beauty of it all
My darling won't you feel
The sweet heaven in
Our endless cry

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time

So amazed how bright are the flames
We are burning in
Ever smiled at the tragedies
We hold inside
My darling won't you cherish
The fear of life that keeps
You and me so alive

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
It could be alright
For this one last time

Oh at least you could try
(and we just will be closer)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(don't let us grow colder)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)

Oh at least you could try
(and before it's over)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)

In my place

2009-04-30T22:12:00.006+08:00

Its been forever i guess. Same lame excuses. Busy, wat else? LMAO. Plus, there's so much craziness surrounding me. Hmmm, first sem has ended n hols are comin to an end. Lots of joy n sorrow happened during this past few months. Well, I'll just write whatever i can recall. Hmm the first best thing happened, I managed to demolish "si beruk". Screwed up my studies. Hmm hang more often wit friends like i used to. Met the most adorable and amazing chummy.=) Involved in illegal racing wit a girl which happened to be a very interesting one. Eventually I won, of course. Duhh. Went to sunburst which turned out to be awesome. Had shisha for 3 days in a row with topup, epan, acap n aman which ended up some of us threw up. LOL. Ermm. Went movie marathon with wawa.=) Got the interview for sime darby scholarship. And as for hols went to pangkor with hanip, aman, epan, topup and bearo. We did uncountable crazy stuff thre. Aman is the one to blame. LMAO. Hahaha. But it was fun tho and languorous. Lastly got my results for the first sem n it was a hell of a result. Totally out. Darrrnnnn. There you go mirul. A hot soup. =/ Due to that, got my allowance cut. Pffttt. Well said.

Hehehe. =)
Au revoir.

beautiful

2009-03-15T16:38:00.002+08:00

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
Cause your so beautiful

Just one kiss
And I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah

Just one touch I'm on fire
One touch and I'm crying
Cause your so beautiful

Just one smile and I'm wild
One smile and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah

Oh and your so beautiful
My darling oh your so beautiful
Oh your so beautiful
Oh my baby
Your so beautiful

Oh and your so beautiful, yeah
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And your so beautiful

this song is dedicated to youuuuuuu.
=D =D =D

your sweetest torment

2009-03-14T23:40:00.004+08:00

Wattt the bugg!! Man U lost.. Pfffftttttttttttttt.

Hmm its been a month++ i guess? been busy like shiittttt. Uni, hectic all the way. Loads of work, exams and bullshit stuff. Really need a break tho, for crying out loud. For this past few weeks, I've been thru a lot. MAJOR SHITT!!. Too many probs to handle at a time. Never been in this kind of shit before. Darrnn. Studies are gettin suck atm as I'm losing my grip. Really need to get back on track tho. Study3. Shittt3. Sorry for the swearing. Cant help it atm. Fuck. Hmm so far nothing interesting, just same old same old.

Big thanks to Juria, Cath, Faris, Naqi & others. Thanks for everything tho, really appreciated it. I hv no idea, hw will i survive without u guys. Juria, I'll take ur advice k. Ahaha. For now, I really need to keep myself occupied to get all this shit out of my head. Huhuhu. There just too much that time cannot erase huh. LOL. Hahaha. Chillin. Everything happened for a reason aite. Hahaha. Final is just around the corner. gtg. will try to write more tho. =D

Lastly, wish me luck for finals, n do pray for me for scholarship. Hopefully, I'll get it. Amin.

au revoir

in joy & sorrow

2009-01-27T02:32:00.004+08:00

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

A song tht keeps me prevailed from my impediments. Thanks to the used for this fuckin great song. I guess we're not perfect, so we do made mistakes ryt. So im sorry for every single thing. This 19 yrs had brought to me lots of experiences in going through the journey called life. I've made lots of friends and enemies as well i guess(i hope not). LOL. And thanks to all who are always thre for me especially, cath, juria, fuzzie, fir n the rest of the CLiCKs, kimberley, reesh, nishy, illya, alyaa, hanif, nadjwa & faris. It means a lot to me and i really2 appreciated it guys. Thanks. =D. Lastly, i hope everything will turn out well as i want it to be. Shiieettt, I hate this part right here.

mirul

hands held high

2009-01-26T03:42:00.003+08:00

Daarrnnn, tht song is stucked in my head. With hands held high, into a sky so blue, as the ocean opens up, to swallow you. Ahahahha. Well life been great so far except for uia. Hectic as usual. Pffttt. Im on holiday atm, but friggin assignment are keeping me away from it. Shhiiittt. Its been 3 days, & I've been sitting home doin all these shitt, especially drawing. The best subj ever. I wish. Ahahhaha. So updates huh?? Nutin much act, just normal lame story tho. Wake up, eat, play, internet, sleep. LOL. Studies are good i guess. Hahahaha. Mid term comin up in few days. WTF so fastt. I dnt even realised what hv i been studying for the last couple weeks. Shiieeettt I need to do well. Study mirul study!!

Yaaa, radiohead & paramore r performin live on sunburst. Need to go. Huhuhuhu.

I'm damn bored now. Someone made me wait. =/.

after midnight

2009-01-02T21:46:00.006+08:00

Errr. Where do i start? Hmmmmmm. Okayyy. First and for most, happy two zero zero nine. =D. New resolution. Do well in every single thing. Fyi I've started my first year degree. Gombak. Its been 2 or 3 weeks. Overall the place was ok. The food is awesome. Various of choices tho. Lots of international students. Mainly from middle-east. Some are really huge. LOL. Got Man, Acap & Fattah as roommates and classmates as well. Ahahahhaa. However, the distance to our classes are like so far. It took us like 20 minutes to walk which we didn't do that often. We alternately drive to campus. So orientation was pretty boring tho. Lalalalalaa. I took 9 subj this sem. Hope I can finish asap. Insy. Hmm what else?? Thinking thinking. Ahahaha.

Moving on, attended few lectures atm. Most of my lecturers are foreigners. Great. New experiences and some funny accent to be shared (somebody, as for today n etc). LOL. Besides that, every classes are packed, one class its like 60-70 students. Daymmn. (this sentence has been removed due to some circumstances) Ahahhahaha. LOL. Okayy So thats pretty much for a few weeks tho. Nothing really great happened besides Im gettin distracted in class. Pffftttttt.

Apart from that, I would like to share some interesting facts which i think some of you had read or heard it somewhere. Its bout the term LOVE. Love is like everywhere. Its related to everything tho. As you can see most of the themes for movies, songs, novels n so forth are nothing else but love. So there are few type of love which defines it. Ehem. LOL. Okayy. First fact : If you love someone because you think he or she is really gorgeous, then it is not love, its "Infatuation". Secondly : if you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't, then it's not love it's "Compromise". Then, if you love some one because you have been kissed by him or her, then it's not love it's "Inferiority complex". In addition, if you love some one because you cannot leave him or her thinking that it would hurt his or her feelings, then it's not love it's "Charity". Besides, if you love some one because you share every thing with him or her, then it's not love it's "Friendship". Apparently, If you feel the pain of the other person more than him or her even when he or she is stable and you cry for him or her, if you get attracted to other people but stay with him or her without any regrets and if you let him or her go knowing that he or she has to go but he or she doesn't want to that's "LOVE". From my point of view, everyone fall for the first category tho which is infatuation.Well, love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife. Jk. Even freaks need love.

Finders Keepers
Daaaaa~

run right back in

2008-12-12T23:14:00.004+08:00

Its been a while, hasn't it? Ahahhahaa. Well apart from being busy and all, I guess I'm just lazy tho. Okayy no productive activities are done during the hols, to be honest I've been sleeping and going out a lot. LOL. I know it sounds unhealthy tho but who cares its holiday so just let it be. Not to mention I'm dead broke now. For real. Hehehe. Holiday? hmm I'm going no where tho. My family are, they're leaving to Bali next week. Pffttt. Din got admitted to the hospital few days back. He broke his wrist while playing futsal. He went through surgery and got his hand screwed and stitched. Poor guy. So yesterday, Fattah picked me up and visited him. And few days back had dinner with batch, liyana and khairil. The last time I've seen them was in school. Ahahaha. It was fun tho. We had dinner in bangsar and desert in pj. LOL.

Hmm. Well lots of stuff have been goin on in my life right now. For the time being I've been surrounded by so much craziness. Lots of thinking should be done. Haish. Besides that, I'm currently reading choke by Palahniuk. It was marvelous. Halfway through now. Thanks for the recommendation Naqi. Looking forward for the other books. Anyhoooo I'm gettin an ipod touch really really soon. Yeay. There's a rock band acoustic performances at lepaq in hartamas tonight. Cath invited for it. Supposed to go actually but then there's few things that should be taken care of. Sorry Cath next time k [do not torture me for this k. hee]. Btw, thanks for the invite. Okayy now I'm brain dead. Totally zero. Will write more often. =D

the adorable jigsaw

till then.

maybe memories

2008-11-20T23:13:00.008+08:00

Its been a while uh. Huhu. Well I've been busy enjoying every moment of my hols. Its been a month and another to go(or less). Time were spent incredibly fun with friends and family. Basically, I'm kinda lazy atm. LOL.

Fyi, I have completed my foundation studies. Finals were okkaayy i guess. Results? I'll mention it later, if I do remember. So speaking of holidays or break or whatsoever, the first week had been amazing. It was still in the raya month, so me and my roommates went to each of our houses for raya, well not all of us. So we went to Fattah's house, then my house then Acap's. Few days later, we crashed at Oggy's house which is in PD for our farewell vacation since some of us will be leaving the uni. So yea, we spent a couple nights there. We did few great activities together. After a few days there, we headed back to KL and stopped by at Sol's and Ari's place. We had a great time. It was totally unforgettable and languorous. Awesome shhieettzerr.

Next was my birthday. 08 November 08. Weee. Thanks to all who had wished me. Really appreciated it guys. Firstly thanks to my family, especially my mom. Then special thanks to Naqi, Armand, Macha, Reesh, Sutesh, Shiresh and others for the birthday eve celebration. It was so generous of you all. And thanks for the presents as well guys. Next thanks to Faris and Nadjwa who had treated me for lunch at DELIcious. The food was absolutely satisfying. Thank you again kudik2 & milo. Wee. Lastly, thanks to my CLiCK who had celebrated my birthday with a delicate surprise. And thanks to Fuzzie and Juria for the birthday cake. It was exquisitely tasteful. You guys have been really great and had left a thumb print in my heart. Gracias. Love.

Just for the record, twilight the movie will be out soon which is tomorrow. Niicceeee. Ahahaha, nway got the soundtrack, to be honest it was pretty bad. LOL. But few songs are quite nice tho. Not to mention, the fans are killing it, totally. Haish. You were right Naqi.
Till today hols had been great. =D

letting go of tonight

2008-10-12T23:40:00.009+08:00

update! update! update! everybody has been telling me to do so. Well fyi I've been really really busy since the last class finished till now with raya, exams and stuff. It stressed the hell out of me. Seriously. Since it is still in raya month, I've been receiving lots of invitation to free weight gain programme (open houses) from friends and family as well. And not to mention, I'm in the exam period which is very important for me to stay put and focus on it. LOL. Speaking of exams, I just finished my first paper of finals which is btq just now. It was ok tho, managed to answered it. =D. Yesterday night, went to Illya's open house with Dimi & Sutesh. Pick them up around 8 and headed the destination. Huhuhu the food there was superb, we took a load of it. Especially the cheese cake!! good job Illya. Izzera was there too. Then lepak in Illya's room. You sure got a lots of things in there eh Illya. Hee. Took couple of pics and headed back later cuz Im havin exam on the next mornin, oops i mean afternoon. Hahaha LOL.

Woke up early today, revised and went through all the notes for the last time before taking the exam. Then, prepared myself and got back to uia few hours early before the paper starts.After the paper ends, brought Rahman and Acap to digital mall to buy some cd & stuff. It was raining heavily, so we got wet on our way there since I parked the car quite far from the mall. Coincidently, met Dimi & Illya there. She was looking for maxis center cuz she just lost her phone during the open house thingy. Kesian die.=/ It wasnt there, so we went to pyramid to settle it. Had subway with them. Chatted bla3 and stuff then got ourselves back home. We had fun. My next paper starts on Wednesday straight till Sunday. Gulp. All the best mirul.

My dad is letting go the C180 tomorrow. Sob3.

Till then.

how to deal

2008-09-20T00:14:00.003+08:00

Fear has a new name. I've read it somewhere. Here's a few of it which seems to look interesting to me.
Octophobia - the fear of figure eight.
Globophobia - the fear of balloons.
Ablutophobia - the fear of bathing.
Pentheraphobia - the fear of your mother-in-law. (WTF..)

I've been wondering, if there is a name for the fear of homeworks and assingments, or maybe the fear of due dates, cause I've been terrified by those for the past few weeks. It was really a pain in my arse. Next week will be a complete nightmare for me as lots of unsettled stuff and homeworks to be submitted cause its reaching towards the end of the semester and final is just around the corner. Restless is what I'm facing now. Things which are to be submitted and done next week:

Monday: Physics lab grading, programming project, math IV tutorial 5, physics III tutorial 7 and physics III quiz 4&5.
Tuesday: Chemistry II tutorial 10 and programming assignment 5.
Wednesday: Chemistry II quiz 10.
Thursday: Maths IV quiz 5, physics III quiz 6&7, compilations of maths IV tutorials and btq quiz 2.

Daaaaa.

never wanted to

2008-09-07T00:17:00.004+08:00

I wasn't in my best condition for the past couple days, unwell. So most of the time i was in bed. Maybe it is due to the weather, rain and stuff. Yet the weather is perfect which i really do not have any problems with it. On Friday i slept the whole day (practically its not the whole day but you know, woke up for Friday prayer and stuff). For this fasting month, I'm off campus. So I drove to coll, the worst part is the traffic. Seriously. Since I had been stationary for hours in bed, I couldn't get my eyes closed at night. So I started to go online, watch tv and stuff. Oo ya, prison break season 4 is out, I've managed to download the first 2 episode. It was off the hook, seriously to those of you who followed the series, watch it. While surfing the net, Faris then sent an IM through the messenger. He called for late night supper since it is already 2 in the morning. So he picked me up and went to darus at 15. We had nasi lemak and hot teh tarik. It was a pleasant meal. Got back at 5, had sahur(early breakfast) with family and cleaned up for Subuh prayer. While waiting for Subuh, chatted with Illya. She was busy telling me to sign up for facebook cause its addictive and bla bla. LOL. Later, woke up at 9 and got prepared for class at 10. After class, got myself home and get some rest. Chatted with Sabrina that evening and coincidently she was also persuading me to join facebook. She was actually forcing me to do it. Then I ended up joining it. Haish. Its ok tho, as long as I could keep in touch with all my friend, thats good enough. But I just dont get it. Why facebook?? why?? why??

Till then.

come september

2008-08-30T21:43:00.010+08:00

Last weekend was one of my best weekends. Most of the time spent were incredibly amazing. I had a photo shoot with the CLiCKs last friday. It went well as we planned. Not all the members were there but its ok tho, we understood. The venue was extremely pleasant, it was at boulevard's or summervilla's park in wangsa baiduri, either one. Not to mention, the weather was perfect. So yea we took lots of pics to be uploaded in our web. Thanks a bunch to Ihsan who took those ostentatious pictures. Besides pictures, we also recorded few clips from the act of certain people such as arin, fir, irwan, daryl, juria and others. It was hilarious. LOL. After a period of camera posing, we gathered somewhere along the park and just chilled. Since some of us brought our laptops, we then started to go online and transfer those pics and vids as well. It was fun tho. Some of the shots ye. Take a look at this clip : "broken part I".

The following day was fully occupied with rest. I was totally in need of it. So yea i woke up pretty late. Nad was participating in the Msia yoyo competition on that day. So he was hoping some of us could come and support him. Unfortunately, none of us came tho. Sorry dude I've tried to persuade them. Then at night, Naqi called for a dinner with Macha and Armand. Its been months or almost a year maybe, since I've seen them. Daymmmnn. So Naqi picked me up at 9. We then had dinner at strawberry fields somewhere in Taipan. The place was good, i would say acceptable and the foods as well. We were busy laughing and exchanging our stories and rumors till the worker told us that the restaurant was about to close up. Later, we headed to Mc Donalds for desserts and started talking again. We ended up going back home at 3. It was fun and tired at the same time but its definitely worth the time spent. Thanks to all who had made my weekend. You guys are all that I've got.

Armand, Sakthi a.k.a Macha & Naqie

This week was hell out of a week. Some of the mid term results were already out. And yea I've got some of mine. The grades was not satisfying but yeah let bygone be bygone. I've managed to get an A for my calculus II and B+ for C++(programming). Haish Im starting to lose my grip on my studies due to lots of distractions I supposed. So I should put more effort to score on my finals tho. Btw, I went to the ELC my stage(talent show) on one of the days in the previous week. Most of the performance was average to me cause most of them was singing. Some of it was really outstanding and did wow me out from my seat. Fattah's performance was absolutely awesome. The crowds were practically cheering for him. Then Nad's performance was totally creative in the greatest way. Next was Illya's, she sang "The Hell Song" by sum 41 and her own song. OMG her voice was splendid and marvelous. Im sure some of the crowds had felt for it. Yea i did. LOL.

Its the merdeka eve tonight and yet here am I in front of my laptop downloading stuff and surfing the net. What a celebration. LOL. I was never into the celebration thingy due to some reasons tho. But whatever as long as you're proud of it, its more than enough. Msia is turning 51 by 12. So happy merdeka to all. Have fun.

Till then. Adios.

in circles

2008-08-09T23:16:00.008+08:00

Have you ever seen a car blew up in reality? Well I did saw one last night on my way back home from Hartamas tho. Kaboo0o0mmm. It happened along the federal highway somewhere in Pj(if I'm not mistaken). Most of the car stopped to check on it. The car hood was burned and totally damaged. I wonder hows the driver. Err. On the whole, be careful when you're driving, you can make a lot of difference. LOL. So i went for Shahira's sister wedding in shah alam yesterday. Since, i have no idea how to get there, waited for Aliah and followed her car. It took me almost an hour to wait her. Haish. If a girl ask you to meet her in an hour, it means an hour after the following hours. It was fun, got a chance to meet old friends and school teachers as well. Met Aliah, Nina, Jaja, Azzy, Maliq, Syam, Acap Gigi, Hairi and Annis. OMG Annis looks so different, she's prettier and taller than me i guess. LOL. Dayymmmmnn. After a few hours of chit chat and updates from ourselves, acap, hairi and me got ourselves on the road and headed back. Instead of going back to subang I made a detour to hartamas and hung out with cath, kai, arin, lana, irwan and chip.

Woke up really late today and found out that the house was empty. Everybody must be going out i supposed. Cleaned up and had lunch since its already 2 in the evening. Got back to my revision and did some reading assignments. Managed to revised all the topics for every subjects which will be questioned in the mid term except for programming. Shouldn't be a problem i guess. Later, got myself to the barber for a haircut. After maghrib, Faris and Nadjwa called for dinner. They picked me up and went to uptown in damansara. Its been a while since I've seen them. The food there was actually not bad. I must have misjudged it. After a nice meal of dinner with some jokes from Faris that almost made me and Nadjwa puke, Faris then took us to Baskin Robbins for dessert. It was so generous of him. Hahahaha. Took couple of pictures of ourselves and went back.

Its been a great week of study leave. Time was spend wisely with friends, family and books as well. So i guess the hols are coming towards an end which is tomorrow. LOL. Aaarghh damn, I hate to go back to college tho, it makes me prisoned. Next week will be a complete nightmare as tons of classes with assignments on due and exams in the middle of the week. Luck and miracle is what I need. Till we meet again freunde.

Au revoir.

fashionably uninvited

2008-08-07T01:26:00.009+08:00

How the hols are coming along? I've been receiving it all the time. So yeah, hols are great,"its good". Except for the so called revision schedule. The hours spend on it, are getting lesser than it should be as day passed by due to the quality of me being lazy which has rose rapidly. Haish.

I wasn't expecting myself to be at Panic at the Disco's concert cause i wasn't into their kind of music, and yea i did went for it tho. Thanx to Dimi who provided me the free tix. Nevertheless it was the VIP tickets. So got myself prepared and headed to Dimi's hse with Nad. The traffic was horrible. Pfftt. Sorry for the troublesome mate. Nad drove about 10 minutes to Dimi's hse even though the road was pretty congested. He's a good driver i supposed. Then Illya drove us to the concert. There was an inspection before you could enter the stadium where the concert was held. All of us brought our cameras, so the guards stopped us and told us to leave those cameras outside because cameras are strictly not allowed. Luckily, Illya got her sling back, so we kept them in the bag. Went in and enjoyed the concert. The band were great, they played few songs which i recognized tho. Unfortunately, no shots were taken due to no cameras allowed. Surprisingly it ended earlier than i expected. Later we went to Murni restaurant in pj as all of us haven't taken our dinner. There were no menus there and you have to order according to experience, thats what Dimi told us. It was our first time except for Dimi, so it took couple minutes for him to explain about the menus. We then ordered hawaian, meatball bolognese, meatball carbonara and kuay teow. After serving our tummy, headed back to Dimi's place. Took couple of pictures at the playground in front of his house. And Illya did something very cruel to me, twice!!. There will be revenge Illya. Better watch your back. LOL. As the time was almost 2 a.m., we then got ourselves back home. On our way back, Nad's behaviour really freaked me out, for the first time he looked so tense and sad at the same time. Reached my hse then got myself cleaned up and went to bed.

Credits to Dimi for some of the pics. I'm currently listening to "orange marmalade" by mellowdrone and "you are mine" by mutemath. These songs are stucked in my head. I'm out.

breaking dawn

2008-08-04T23:54:00.004+08:00

The weather has been erotically hotter than it used to be for the past few days. It took away the comfortability for me to undergo my daily routine. Hence, the air conditioner has been switched on for quite a moment. LOL. As for today, its pretty much the same as the other days. Nad called for cendol at 3 in the evening. Practically, the sun's shine was so bright as if the clouds don't exist . It was blazing hot. Couldnt join Nad & the rest due to some uncertainties.

So got myself a new book today which I've been craving it for months. Rushed to parade after sending my sister to tuition to get the book which I've ordered few days back. I didn't find novelty values in me but reading would prolly best for replacing it. Anything that goes with vampires and superpowers are what I am interested in. Breaking Dawn is the fourth and final book in the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer. Basically, the series are about vampires and immortality with some love theme in it. As a matter of fact, Stephenie Meyer is the world's most popular vampire novelist since Anne Rice(one of the novel about vampires). Maybe you guys should give a shot reading it. It'll definitely leave you breathless. Moving on, while waiting for the time to pick my brother up from school, dropped by at Nad's place. Met Dimi, Afi and Illya there. Afi did introduced me few songs and bands which are quite nice to listen tho. Send me those songs.!! Later, got myself stuck on bed reading the book. First few chapters have captivated me and made me hunger for more which leads me to ignore all my homeworks. Speaking of homeworks, I've been forcing myself to study during this break as my mid term exams starts right after the hols. So study mirul.!! Well said.

Cheers.

breakaway

2008-07-23T22:10:00.004+08:00

The idea of spending the weekends at UIA was so not me. Well, it did happened. The lead train thingy had me stayed for the weekend. It was last weekend and it turn out to be interesting although some of us was busy with the programme. Three talks was held during the programme and to be honest it was so boring and annoying as well. LOL. Ok im not gonna babble about the lead train shit. Overall the programme succccckkks and a waste of time.

Due to the boredom where my friends and I went through for hours, we then decided to get ourselves out of the situation. So after the night talk which ends around 11, me, anwar, zhaf, acap and rahman planned on goin for a movie. Then we took few minutes to figure out how the hell are we supposed to go out from there. Its kinda like breaking out of prison. At first, we wanted to take the abc route but then its was hurdled for acap to get through it in a blink. Hence, the takraw court was our only choice. So yeah, we managed to get it through. Got my car and drove to OU. Surprisingly the cinema was packed with people although it is almost 12 a.m. Bump into Armand and Nelson there. All movie was fully booked and only a few number of seats left which is in the front row. WTH. Hence, we canceled it. Later we went to play pool and zhaf did tapau man and me. Damn his good. Moving on, headed to hartamas and lepak with the CLiCKs. Served our tummy as we haven't taken our dinner. It doesn't bothered the four of us but for acap it does matters to him tho(live to eat kan?). LOL. After a few hours, we got ourselves to KL and wandered around. Stop at heritage road and had our breakfast as it was 4 in the morning. After all the crazy stuff and fun we've been through the whole night we then got ourselves back. Once we reached UIA, bed is the first thing that came up in my mind as all of us were super tired. Overall it was languorous and a hell of a experience. Till then.

messed up chances

2008-07-18T22:03:00.007+08:00

Those who are reading this, please do pray for Irwan's mom. His mom just passed away on the 16th of July 08. Rest in peace in the heavens above. Al- fatihah. Be strong buddy. We will always be there for u.

Day by day was fully piled up with assignment, quizzes and stuff. And due to that i couldn't really find the time to update this blog thingy. LOL. Hectic is the best word for it i guess. Apart from that, i attended the ELC AGM as i was the VIP guest( ryte alyaa? afi.??). Hehe. It was awesome even though its a bit lame. Hahaha. They elected the new board members and did few activities. I can say its quite fun tho cuz syafiq was there to make it more entertaining. Good job dude. Moreover, its because, me and my friends(alan,anwar,azali) were busy teasing and mocking the new students who were humiliating themselves in front of the crowd. LOL. Haaha. What an ass****s are they. Oopps. Ok thats too much. Ooo ya, everybody who went there has to dress to impress. And afi, mine is impressive as yours ok, or maybe yours is better. Much better i would say. Hahahhahaa. (Low profile sudeyh). Its ends at almost 12, i took a beg half filled of the refreshment and brought back a bunch of choki2 (pow from syafiq and zhaf) and a baloon as a appreciation gift. Hahahhaa. Nway, it was languorous.

Screw this weekend. F the leadtrain thingy. If its not for my BTQ marks, i would have F it. Haish. Hangout with betik yesterday. Went to pyramid and eventually did some shopping as it was the sale season. Bought few Ts cause it was absolutely affordable. Nothing much interesting that caught my attention. Guys seriously, check out this movie " Harold and Kumar escape from guantanamo bay ", effin hilarious.Just finished watching it. Till then.

Im out.

all that I've got

2008-07-05T02:09:00.009+08:00

I've been yawning for the past few minutes. Sleepyyyyyy. Tirreeeddd. Just got back from Seth's place. It was his birthday and we did surprise him with a party. Happy brithday seth.!! Everything went well as we planned. Bought him a final fantasy action figure and an adidas coin box. Thanks to the CLiCKs tho. Fuzzie and Juria baked a special chocolate cake, it was exquisitely delicieuse. Lovin it. Good job girls. Ooo ya, nad came with his new style, he wore a long sleeve T and a shmagh on top of it. It was pretty handsome awkward tho. Hahaha. Later, they got themselves to hartamas for further celebration. Couldn't follow them cause i was superb tired where i could barely drive myself back home. Ok thats dangerous. LOL.

Met Kimberly after the party in front of her guard house cause its quite late dee. Kimmmmm.!! u made my day. Thanks for the drumsticks tho. Really appreciate it. Love ya. It was fall of troy's, she went for the Soundwave Festival in Melbourne few months back and she got it for me. I wanted to go so badly however I was having my finals that moment.Thanks kim. Thanks kim. Thanks kim !! Chatted for while on how we're doing and stuff. Kim definitely hang soon k.=D Next, dropped by at Armand's and did some files transfer. Handed him the Bullet for My Valentine live in Brixton. Enjoy duudeeee. Till then.

I'm off to bed. ZzzZz

oil and water

2008-06-29T23:36:00.004+08:00

Couple more hours from the Euro final match and the enthusiasm in me never stops running. Some might say definitely the Spanish or maybe the Dutch would win or the other way round. Perhaps, i preferred Spain. LOL. We'll see bout it nway. Looking forward bout it tho. The match dragged me to stay at home instead of going back to college although class starts at 10 tomorrow. I'll be cracking my eyes for tomorrow's classes as i won't be sleeping tonight and be half dead for the rest of the day since there's a 3 hours replacement class at night. Errrrr. Browsed through lots of new trailers for the upcoming movies while waiting. Seriously, numbers of incredibly good movies are waiting to be watched which won't be in the M'sia cinema or if it is, few scenes will be deleted which makes the movie incomprehensible. Haish. How awful. Best advice is to download !!!. Hahahaha.

In the mean while, i did make a full use of the internet tho. Downloaded few albums today and would like to recommend you this one awesome album.
The songs are extremely great and entertaining cause its slow and fine. I'm not sure how i should say bout the genre of the musics cause I'm not that good in categorizing. As the matter of fact some of the songs are played in few movies and shows as well. Just try listen to it.=D

Till here. I'm off to the tv.

sound effects and overdramatics

2008-06-28T23:57:00.005+08:00

The stress that ran through my veins caused by the tension force which I've gained from the tense of the whole week. Restless is the best word to be described for the tutorials, assignments and classes that had me fully occupied. My expenses got higher for the week as i bought few references for certain subjects. Replacement classes canceled myself from being home early. Pfftt. Nothing interesting to be talked about for the rest of the week. Last weekend was a blast. RIBS(my previous school before SJ) reunion was held on Saturday at klcc, so went for it. Almost everybody from our batch came including the girls. It was like some sort of field trip cause the number of peeps in our group was like HUGE. Then went for a movie. All of us covered 4 rows of seats in the cinema or maybe more, I'm not sure. LOL. Took some pictures later then headed back.

Woke up at 2 today, due to the tiredness from the whole week. Nobody was in the house except for the maid. Cleaned up myself and went for lunch. Later watched some live clips and movies which I've downloaded to keep myself away from boredom. A quote from Aysha " a movie a day keeps the boredom at bay". Hee..Finally found the DVDrip for the used live in LA. Downloaded it, but the rate of speed was really starting to get on my nerves so i just have to wait. Errr. Then, naqi called for high tea at subang parade as he was busy taking some pictures of billboards for his projects. Blalalalalala. Btw, Annis,Nishy and Kim is finally back in M'sia so welcome back. Cant wait to see them.=D

So got myself a new album today. Wee.
Its their latest album which just released on the 10th of june 08. The album was incredibly awesome. It consists of 8 tracks featuring their hit single FER SURE. The Medic Droid are a band whose unmistakable sound and flamboyant style makes them, at once, supremely original and strikingly familiar. Bottom line is they're superb. Definitely worth it.

DONE

take me home

2008-06-19T22:08:00.005+08:00

The encore of UIA was out loud in my head as the days of the holidays left is zilch which is over. Nothing much to be packed for the new semester (which is my final semester for the foundation in engineering) as i frequently go home whenever there's a chance to. Got myself there on Sunday night. The thought of being late was absolutely wrong where only a bunch of my roommates have arrived. Blaaalalalaa.

This week was hell out of a week. It was full of tedium almost all the time. Registration took place on the first day as all of us were busy scouring for our groups and timetable regarding on the subject taken, so no lectures for the day. 7 subjects was assigned for me this semester which contributes to the completion of the course. Dayymmnn, 6 of it are core subjects (I'll be storming my brain off the whole sem). Acap, Man and Anuar got the same group as i do like always, since the 2nd semester. LOL. This semester's time table was fully loaded with classes, for Monday till Wednesday my classes starts at 8 and ends at 6. Holy.!! Whatever don't kill me, will only make me stronger. LOL. Hahahaha. The area of a person per meter has plunged due to increase in the number of peeps from the new intake which made it bit crowded especially during eating hours. I hate to be teemed. Pfft. After sleeping for hours in the evening, went for dinner with my roommates at Juta. Met Alyaa, Syafiq and Mira there. Alyaa was so excited to be back at UIA till she screamed my name when she saw me. LOL. Moving on to the next day, got ourselves prepared for the first class. Thank god this semester there's no more SMAWP (Its the one and only UIA's desert). Unfortunately, classes for the day were all canceled due to add-drop session. Another, jumble up boredom for me tho. Bumped into Alyaa few times and handed her the external hardisk (containing movies, musics & etc) which she have been craving it for months. Spent the rest of the day watching downloaded movies, playing games (although i don't really play) and sleeping for hours as usual. Same routine goes on for the next few days with the addition of several classes which already started.

As for today, finally got the chance to go home since the classes ends before 1 and tomorrow's class starts at 4 in the evening. Headed back home at 5 p.m. with Acap by train. It was so crowded as it was the time where people finished work. We were squeezed like juice in the train as everybody was pushing one another trying to get themselves in. Luckily it was raining so less people were sweating in the train and the scent wasn't as bad as i expected it to be or maybe its because i was surrounded by women instead of men. LOL. Hahahhaa. Reached home quarter to 8 and got prepared for dinner. Later, checked some mails and chatted with some friends. I then merely realized that tonight's match is the quarter final of EURO 08 between Portugal and the Dutch. It'll start at 2 in the morning so got myself updating this blog while waiting for the match. Had a long conversation with Ady ( She's an old friend who loves to play video/comp games, on the whole she's a nice person to be friend with) on how we're doing and stuff. Since its still early from the match, watched few live performance (Saosin live in Philadelphia and Bullet for My Valentine live in Brixton) which I've downloaded recently. It was unfathomably awesome. Its worth waiting for it to be downloaded although the speed wasn't quite satisfying. Should check it out guys.

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breaking the habit

2008-06-13T21:07:00.004+08:00

Was typing this blog a moment ago then Juria and Fuzzie called ajak lepak. Another procrastination..haish..Went to hartamas at 11. The CLiCK was there and the Ming twins as well. Went back early b'coz Nad got a curfew. Got back, then out of sudden somebody texted me n told the results are out. It straight away sends shiver down my spine. I was trembling when i was clicking the mouse. The page load faster than it used to,errr . I think im gonna skip this part. K back to where i was typing before.

(The first part)Its June 13 and its Friday so they assumed it as Friday the 13th. WTH. No wonder today was like blazing HOT.LOL.Today was so plain, woke up really late & rushed for the Friday prayer. Got back and headed to summit to alter a few khakis pants and get some stuff for new semester which is in 3 days time. Oh daym, hols gonna end soon.(Alyaa suke la ni, since she's very excited for the day to come.alyaa oh alyaa. haish) Aaarrgghh. Why do all good things have to come to an end? Then, Nad called for a hair cut at Subang square which he said its quite cheap and good. Went for it and waited for him to cut for like almost an hour plus. Gile tebal dowh rambut die which made me suggested the barber to use the lawn mower. LOL. Went for cendol later and bump into Sheng, Crissy and Ling at Pan Bakery. Its been a while since I've seen them,then headed back home. Nutin much as for today.

Yesterday's tiredness. Slept at 3 in the morning after the euro match. Portugal hit Czech with 3 goals. Woke up early cuz have plans with nad. Went for swimming at 3K then had breakfast nearby. Nad couldn't really swim that morning, he was in the pool for like only 5 minutes or maybe less. Penat katenye, why tired? Afi has the answer. Hee. Faris(Nad's cousin) was supposed to join us but then he had his lame excuses. Later got ourselves back home and i took a nap since we had nasi lemak telur that made me curled up on my bed. Was browsing the internet for live performance, Nad texted ajak lepak with Dimi who is a yoyo player as well(but now da jadik master da, judging competition for the time being). Since I have nutin to do, ok la i joined them. Picked him up, then went to Dimi's house. He'd just finish bathing when we reached so we've to wait for him to get dress & stuff. Lepak bilik die jap, n snap. HOLY COW.!!!!! his room was surrounded with plenty of yoyos where you can see it everywhere(every single space of his room) he even has a yoyo with his face on it. how cool its that. But its kind a scary tho. Hahaha no offence Dimi. Next, got back on track and went to Mid. Since it was 3.30 p.m and none of us have taken our lunch, hence we went to pizza hut to get some food. It was the special time so there's a promotion where u can order a various sets of pizza at a cheap price. Nad and Dimi started to share some riddles and jokes during the lunch and I was laughing the shit out of me until tears came out from my eyes. Hahahaha.. Dimi paid the bill. It was so generous of him. LOL.=p Then went for a movie. Watched "The Happening". It was ok, although the story line was a bit lame cuz it has few similarities to the movie "28 days & weeks later" but overall its interesting. Next, browsed the shops there where Dimi was bz scouring for shoes to buy although he had lots of shoes i supposed since i noticed them in his room. He couldnt be more lucky because all the shoes that he wanted to buy was out of size. Poor Dimi. hehhee. After touring the whole mall, suddenly when we're about to head back, a huge sale poster in front of cK's shop caught my attention. Damn, went in then got myself a pants. I really gotta stop spending like this or i'll end up dead broke. After we've worn out our legs, got ourselves back home. Had dinner with my mom later and got speeched at the same time.

Get back on this thing today after the Italy Romania match. Was really tired as i just got back from hartamas. But have to stayed up fo the Holland France match. Had a conversation with liyana,wafa,eqwan,feet and alyaa which made me awake to wait for the match. Updates ourselves on how we're doing & stuff. Alyaa did taught me a new word "zilch" and gave me a bedtime story as well. Boyan. Hehehe. Stopped.

Cheers.

my guardian angel.

2008-06-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

They are the peeps i would rather waste some time with.

The picture was taken on my 17th birthday. Thanks to each of them who had delighted me with the surprise. Really appreciated it.

Nishy,A good friend of mine since primary 1. She's a great chica. Nucky, He's the best friend i've ever had. We were friends since 7 and we've made lots of memories together, e.g: We've been to Japan without our parental supervision. Basically, he's a great guy. Armand, Best buddy, we make a good team especially in physics. He's good. Hahahaha. Although he has this psychopath characteristics, he's a nice guy tho. Macha, The most inspired friend ever. He's the Ronaldhinho, Christiano Ronaldo, Yogi B and USJ's most wanted. He loves to go by those names. Hahaha. Overall he's a very understanding friend.

CHEERS.

pain, I can't get enough

2008-06-09T21:36:00.001+08:00

Isn't unfavorable for you to stare at the tv, computers or whatever with screens for hours ? Same goes for the books tho. It does strain your eyes which is unhealthy. Hence, be moderate. LOL. As for me, this blog thingy had me stayed in front of the laptop for moments to figure out the xml,html or whatever shit which is needed for the customization. Today's lunch was skipped as I got carried away by this. So thats a bit of today's preface.

Got the call for cendol at 5 with nad, the CLiCKs and others. It is frequent for us to go there for our evening view rather than sleeping and doing nothing. It was drizzling by the time we reached so the hotness of Malaysia is reduced. Hahahaha. So a plate of rojak telur and cendol was good for the meal replacement. Looking forward to watch tonight's match (Holland vs Italy).

first time

2008-06-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

Fuhh. It was quite surprising that i ended signing this up to separate myself from boredom. Honestly, i don't really write due to wrong sentence structure which i used to came up with and it'll take a period for me to discover what i shall and shall not write, LOL. Bottom line is I'm not a good writer and can never be. K thats it for a start. mahahaha.

Fyi, tonight's matches really dragged me off.
DONE