this is music

30 seconds to mars "this is war"

vampire weekend "vampire weekend"

brand new "daisy"

the xx "xx"

the adorable jigsaw

cath

i make them good "girls" go bad

Muhammad Azlan Yahya

the vampire's assistant

Cirque du Freak : the vampire's assistant is the film adaptation of the first three books out of 12 of the book series, The Saga of Darren Shan, by author Darren Shan. Basically it is, a fantasy-adventure about a teenager who unknowingly breaks a 200-year-old truce between two warring factions of vampires. Pulled into a fantastic life of misunderstood sideshow freaks and grotesque creatures of the night, one teen will vanish from the safety of a boring existence and fulfill his destiny in a place drawn from nightmares. It'll be released on the 23rd of oct this year.

Definitely going into my list. Check it out guys.

cirque du music

the reminder by feistdeadbeat sweetheartbeat by the juliana theorybattle for the sun by placebowolfgang amadeus phoenix by phoenixlive it out by metric

don't think i love

traffic

this is killing me !!!
Pfffffffffttttttttttttttttttttt.

onitsuka tiger

Well there's been a good news and a bad news. The good news is i got a new shoe. LOL.
And the bad news is I just lost 5 shoes in a go. Yea the black leather converse is included. Pffttt. So i got myself a new onitsuka linen coolidge. LOL.

blood on my hands

i want those merchandise !!!!
especially the T. get me. get me.
new single from the used.

lay it down slow

to: mi amor ♥

if you got dreams in your heart
why don't you share them with me?
and if dreams don't come true
i'll make sure that you're nightmares
are through

if you got pain in your heart
why don't you share it with me?
and we'll just wait and see
if it's half what it used to be

and lay it down slow
lay it down free
lay it down easy
but lay it on me

if you've got love in your heart
why don't you keep it with mine?
i can't promise a miracle
but i'll always be trying

and lay it down slow
lay it down free
lay it down easy
but lay it on me

lay it down easy
lay it on me

lay it down easy
but lay it on me

make it happen

Just one kiss
And I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah...

One interesting fact. Do you know that kissing stabilizes cardiovascular, decreases high blood pressure and lowers cholesterol. In fact, kissing prevents cavities and plague build up by stimulating saliva production while preventing gingivitis through the calcium present in saliva. Oops sorry too scientific huh. I took it from an article. Cant remember which mag. Back to kissing, it also stimulates over 30 facial muscles which smoothes out skin and increase blood circulation to the face. Mmmmmmm. And the best part of it, it burns out 12 calories per five seco. How awe (wait for it) some is that. LOL.

Note taken.=p

one last time

Is it so hard to believe our hearts
Are made to be broken by love
That in constant dying lies
The beauty of it all
My darling won't you feel
The sweet heaven in
Our endless cry

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time

So amazed how bright are the flames
We are burning in
Ever smiled at the tragedies
We hold inside
My darling won't you cherish
The fear of life that keeps
You and me so alive

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
It could be alright
For this one last time

Oh at least you could try
(and we just will be closer)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(don't let us grow colder)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)

Oh at least you could try
(and before it's over)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)

In my place

Its been forever i guess. Same lame excuses. Busy, wat else? LMAO. Plus, there's so much craziness surrounding me. Hmmm, first sem has ended n hols are comin to an end. Lots of joy n sorrow happened during this past few months. Well, I'll just write whatever i can recall. Hmm the first best thing happened, I managed to demolish "si beruk". Screwed up my studies. Hmm hang more often wit friends like i used to. Met the most adorable and amazing chummy.=) Involved in illegal racing wit a girl which happened to be a very interesting one. Eventually I won, of course. Duhh. Went to sunburst which turned out to be awesome. Had shisha for 3 days in a row with topup, epan, acap n aman which ended up some of us threw up. LOL. Ermm. Went movie marathon with wawa.=) Got the interview for sime darby scholarship. And as for hols went to pangkor with hanip, aman, epan, topup and bearo. We did uncountable crazy stuff thre. Aman is the one to blame. LMAO. Hahaha. But it was fun tho and languorous. Lastly got my results for the first sem n it was a hell of a result. Totally out. Darrrnnnn. There you go mirul. A hot soup. =/ Due to that, got my allowance cut. Pffttt. Well said.

Hehehe. =)
Au revoir.

beautiful

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
Cause your so beautiful

Just one kiss
And I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah

Just one touch I'm on fire
One touch and I'm crying
Cause your so beautiful

Just one smile and I'm wild
One smile and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah

Oh and your so beautiful
My darling oh your so beautiful
Oh your so beautiful
Oh my baby
Your so beautiful

Oh and your so beautiful, yeah
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And your so beautiful

this song is dedicated to youuuuuuu.
=D =D =D

your sweetest torment

Wattt the bugg!! Man U lost.. Pfffftttttttttttttt.

Hmm its been a month++ i guess? been busy like shiittttt. Uni, hectic all the way. Loads of work, exams and bullshit stuff. Really need a break tho, for crying out loud. For this past few weeks, I've been thru a lot. MAJOR SHITT!!. Too many probs to handle at a time. Never been in this kind of shit before. Darrnn. Studies are gettin suck atm as I'm losing my grip. Really need to get back on track tho. Study3. Shittt3. Sorry for the swearing. Cant help it atm. Fuck. Hmm so far nothing interesting, just same old same old.

Big thanks to Juria, Cath, Faris, Naqi & others. Thanks for everything tho, really appreciated it. I hv no idea, hw will i survive without u guys. Juria, I'll take ur advice k. Ahaha. For now, I really need to keep myself occupied to get all this shit out of my head. Huhuhu. There just too much that time cannot erase huh. LOL. Hahaha. Chillin. Everything happened for a reason aite. Hahaha. Final is just around the corner. gtg. will try to write more tho. =D

Lastly, wish me luck for finals, n do pray for me for scholarship. Hopefully, I'll get it. Amin.

au revoir

in joy & sorrow

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

A song tht keeps me prevailed from my impediments. Thanks to the used for this fuckin great song. I guess we're not perfect, so we do made mistakes ryt. So im sorry for every single thing. This 19 yrs had brought to me lots of experiences in going through the journey called life. I've made lots of friends and enemies as well i guess(i hope not). LOL. And thanks to all who are always thre for me especially, cath, juria, fuzzie, fir n the rest of the CLiCKs, kimberley, reesh, nishy, illya, alyaa, hanif, nadjwa & faris. It means a lot to me and i really2 appreciated it guys. Thanks. =D. Lastly, i hope everything will turn out well as i want it to be. Shiieettt, I hate this part right here.

mirul

hands held high

Daarrnnn, tht song is stucked in my head. With hands held high, into a sky so blue, as the ocean opens up, to swallow you. Ahahahha. Well life been great so far except for uia. Hectic as usual. Pffttt. Im on holiday atm, but friggin assignment are keeping me away from it. Shhiiittt. Its been 3 days, & I've been sitting home doin all these shitt, especially drawing. The best subj ever. I wish. Ahahhaha. So updates huh?? Nutin much act, just normal lame story tho. Wake up, eat, play, internet, sleep. LOL. Studies are good i guess. Hahahaha. Mid term comin up in few days. WTF so fastt. I dnt even realised what hv i been studying for the last couple weeks. Shiieeettt I need to do well. Study mirul study!!

Yaaa, radiohead & paramore r performin live on sunburst. Need to go. Huhuhuhu.

I'm damn bored now. Someone made me wait. =/.

after midnight

Errr. Where do i start? Hmmmmmm. Okayyy. First and for most, happy two zero zero nine. =D. New resolution. Do well in every single thing. Fyi I've started my first year degree. Gombak. Its been 2 or 3 weeks. Overall the place was ok. The food is awesome. Various of choices tho. Lots of international students. Mainly from middle-east. Some are really huge. LOL. Got Man, Acap & Fattah as roommates and classmates as well. Ahahahhaa. However, the distance to our classes are like so far. It took us like 20 minutes to walk which we didn't do that often. We alternately drive to campus. So orientation was pretty boring tho. Lalalalalaa. I took 9 subj this sem. Hope I can finish asap. Insy. Hmm what else?? Thinking thinking. Ahahaha.

Moving on, attended few lectures atm. Most of my lecturers are foreigners. Great. New experiences and some funny accent to be shared (somebody, as for today n etc). LOL. Besides that, every classes are packed, one class its like 60-70 students. Daymmn. (this sentence has been removed due to some circumstances) Ahahhahaha. LOL. Okayy So thats pretty much for a few weeks tho. Nothing really great happened besides Im gettin distracted in class. Pffftttttt.

Apart from that, I would like to share some interesting facts which i think some of you had read or heard it somewhere. Its bout the term LOVE. Love is like everywhere. Its related to everything tho. As you can see most of the themes for movies, songs, novels n so forth are nothing else but love. So there are few type of love which defines it. Ehem. LOL. Okayy. First fact : If you love someone because you think he or she is really gorgeous, then it is not love, its "Infatuation". Secondly : if you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't, then it's not love it's "Compromise". Then, if you love some one because you have been kissed by him or her, then it's not love it's "Inferiority complex". In addition, if you love some one because you cannot leave him or her thinking that it would hurt his or her feelings, then it's not love it's "Charity". Besides, if you love some one because you share every thing with him or her, then it's not love it's "Friendship". Apparently, If you feel the pain of the other person more than him or her even when he or she is stable and you cry for him or her, if you get attracted to other people but stay with him or her without any regrets and if you let him or her go knowing that he or she has to go but he or she doesn't want to that's "LOVE". From my point of view, everyone fall for the first category tho which is infatuation.Well, love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife. Jk. Even freaks need love.

Finders Keepers
Daaaaa~