in joy & sorrow

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

A song tht keeps me prevailed from my impediments. Thanks to the used for this fuckin great song. I guess we're not perfect, so we do made mistakes ryt. So im sorry for every single thing. This 19 yrs had brought to me lots of experiences in going through the journey called life. I've made lots of friends and enemies as well i guess(i hope not). LOL. And thanks to all who are always thre for me especially, cath, juria, fuzzie, fir n the rest of the CLiCKs, kimberley, reesh, nishy, illya, alyaa, hanif, nadjwa & faris. It means a lot to me and i really2 appreciated it guys. Thanks. =D. Lastly, i hope everything will turn out well as i want it to be. Shiieettt, I hate this part right here.

mirul