In my place

Its been forever i guess. Same lame excuses. Busy, wat else? LMAO. Plus, there's so much craziness surrounding me. Hmmm, first sem has ended n hols are comin to an end. Lots of joy n sorrow happened during this past few months. Well, I'll just write whatever i can recall. Hmm the first best thing happened, I managed to demolish "si beruk". Screwed up my studies. Hmm hang more often wit friends like i used to. Met the most adorable and amazing chummy.=) Involved in illegal racing wit a girl which happened to be a very interesting one. Eventually I won, of course. Duhh. Went to sunburst which turned out to be awesome. Had shisha for 3 days in a row with topup, epan, acap n aman which ended up some of us threw up. LOL. Ermm. Went movie marathon with wawa.=) Got the interview for sime darby scholarship. And as for hols went to pangkor with hanip, aman, epan, topup and bearo. We did uncountable crazy stuff thre. Aman is the one to blame. LMAO. Hahaha. But it was fun tho and languorous. Lastly got my results for the first sem n it was a hell of a result. Totally out. Darrrnnnn. There you go mirul. A hot soup. =/ Due to that, got my allowance cut. Pffttt. Well said.

Hehehe. =)
Au revoir.

beautiful

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
Cause your so beautiful

Just one kiss
And I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah

Just one touch I'm on fire
One touch and I'm crying
Cause your so beautiful

Just one smile and I'm wild
One smile and I'm ready to die
Cause your so beautiful, yeah

Oh and your so beautiful
My darling oh your so beautiful
Oh your so beautiful
Oh my baby
Your so beautiful

Oh and your so beautiful, yeah
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And your so beautiful

this song is dedicated to youuuuuuu.
=D =D =D

your sweetest torment

Wattt the bugg!! Man U lost.. Pfffftttttttttttttt.

Hmm its been a month++ i guess? been busy like shiittttt. Uni, hectic all the way. Loads of work, exams and bullshit stuff. Really need a break tho, for crying out loud. For this past few weeks, I've been thru a lot. MAJOR SHITT!!. Too many probs to handle at a time. Never been in this kind of shit before. Darrnn. Studies are gettin suck atm as I'm losing my grip. Really need to get back on track tho. Study3. Shittt3. Sorry for the swearing. Cant help it atm. Fuck. Hmm so far nothing interesting, just same old same old.

Big thanks to Juria, Cath, Faris, Naqi & others. Thanks for everything tho, really appreciated it. I hv no idea, hw will i survive without u guys. Juria, I'll take ur advice k. Ahaha. For now, I really need to keep myself occupied to get all this shit out of my head. Huhuhu. There just too much that time cannot erase huh. LOL. Hahaha. Chillin. Everything happened for a reason aite. Hahaha. Final is just around the corner. gtg. will try to write more tho. =D

Lastly, wish me luck for finals, n do pray for me for scholarship. Hopefully, I'll get it. Amin.

au revoir

in joy & sorrow

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

A song tht keeps me prevailed from my impediments. Thanks to the used for this fuckin great song. I guess we're not perfect, so we do made mistakes ryt. So im sorry for every single thing. This 19 yrs had brought to me lots of experiences in going through the journey called life. I've made lots of friends and enemies as well i guess(i hope not). LOL. And thanks to all who are always thre for me especially, cath, juria, fuzzie, fir n the rest of the CLiCKs, kimberley, reesh, nishy, illya, alyaa, hanif, nadjwa & faris. It means a lot to me and i really2 appreciated it guys. Thanks. =D. Lastly, i hope everything will turn out well as i want it to be. Shiieettt, I hate this part right here.

mirul

hands held high

Daarrnnn, tht song is stucked in my head. With hands held high, into a sky so blue, as the ocean opens up, to swallow you. Ahahahha. Well life been great so far except for uia. Hectic as usual. Pffttt. Im on holiday atm, but friggin assignment are keeping me away from it. Shhiiittt. Its been 3 days, & I've been sitting home doin all these shitt, especially drawing. The best subj ever. I wish. Ahahhaha. So updates huh?? Nutin much act, just normal lame story tho. Wake up, eat, play, internet, sleep. LOL. Studies are good i guess. Hahahaha. Mid term comin up in few days. WTF so fastt. I dnt even realised what hv i been studying for the last couple weeks. Shiieeettt I need to do well. Study mirul study!!

Yaaa, radiohead & paramore r performin live on sunburst. Need to go. Huhuhuhu.

I'm damn bored now. Someone made me wait. =/.

after midnight

Errr. Where do i start? Hmmmmmm. Okayyy. First and for most, happy two zero zero nine. =D. New resolution. Do well in every single thing. Fyi I've started my first year degree. Gombak. Its been 2 or 3 weeks. Overall the place was ok. The food is awesome. Various of choices tho. Lots of international students. Mainly from middle-east. Some are really huge. LOL. Got Man, Acap & Fattah as roommates and classmates as well. Ahahahhaa. However, the distance to our classes are like so far. It took us like 20 minutes to walk which we didn't do that often. We alternately drive to campus. So orientation was pretty boring tho. Lalalalalaa. I took 9 subj this sem. Hope I can finish asap. Insy. Hmm what else?? Thinking thinking. Ahahaha.

Moving on, attended few lectures atm. Most of my lecturers are foreigners. Great. New experiences and some funny accent to be shared (somebody, as for today n etc). LOL. Besides that, every classes are packed, one class its like 60-70 students. Daymmn. (this sentence has been removed due to some circumstances) Ahahhahaha. LOL. Okayy So thats pretty much for a few weeks tho. Nothing really great happened besides Im gettin distracted in class. Pffftttttt.

Apart from that, I would like to share some interesting facts which i think some of you had read or heard it somewhere. Its bout the term LOVE. Love is like everywhere. Its related to everything tho. As you can see most of the themes for movies, songs, novels n so forth are nothing else but love. So there are few type of love which defines it. Ehem. LOL. Okayy. First fact : If you love someone because you think he or she is really gorgeous, then it is not love, its "Infatuation". Secondly : if you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't, then it's not love it's "Compromise". Then, if you love some one because you have been kissed by him or her, then it's not love it's "Inferiority complex". In addition, if you love some one because you cannot leave him or her thinking that it would hurt his or her feelings, then it's not love it's "Charity". Besides, if you love some one because you share every thing with him or her, then it's not love it's "Friendship". Apparently, If you feel the pain of the other person more than him or her even when he or she is stable and you cry for him or her, if you get attracted to other people but stay with him or her without any regrets and if you let him or her go knowing that he or she has to go but he or she doesn't want to that's "LOVE". From my point of view, everyone fall for the first category tho which is infatuation.Well, love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife. Jk. Even freaks need love.

Finders Keepers
Daaaaa~

run right back in

Its been a while, hasn't it? Ahahhahaa. Well apart from being busy and all, I guess I'm just lazy tho. Okayy no productive activities are done during the hols, to be honest I've been sleeping and going out a lot. LOL. I know it sounds unhealthy tho but who cares its holiday so just let it be. Not to mention I'm dead broke now. For real. Hehehe. Holiday? hmm I'm going no where tho. My family are, they're leaving to Bali next week. Pffttt. Din got admitted to the hospital few days back. He broke his wrist while playing futsal. He went through surgery and got his hand screwed and stitched. Poor guy. So yesterday, Fattah picked me up and visited him. And few days back had dinner with batch, liyana and khairil. The last time I've seen them was in school. Ahahaha. It was fun tho. We had dinner in bangsar and desert in pj. LOL.

Hmm. Well lots of stuff have been goin on in my life right now. For the time being I've been surrounded by so much craziness. Lots of thinking should be done. Haish. Besides that, I'm currently reading choke by Palahniuk. It was marvelous. Halfway through now. Thanks for the recommendation Naqi. Looking forward for the other books. Anyhoooo I'm gettin an ipod touch really really soon. Yeay. There's a rock band acoustic performances at lepaq in hartamas tonight. Cath invited for it. Supposed to go actually but then there's few things that should be taken care of. Sorry Cath next time k [do not torture me for this k. hee]. Btw, thanks for the invite. Okayy now I'm brain dead. Totally zero. Will write more often. =D

the adorable jigsaw

till then.

maybe memories

Its been a while uh. Huhu. Well I've been busy enjoying every moment of my hols. Its been a month and another to go(or less). Time were spent incredibly fun with friends and family. Basically, I'm kinda lazy atm. LOL.

Fyi, I have completed my foundation studies. Finals were okkaayy i guess. Results? I'll mention it later, if I do remember. So speaking of holidays or break or whatsoever, the first week had been amazing. It was still in the raya month, so me and my roommates went to each of our houses for raya, well not all of us. So we went to Fattah's house, then my house then Acap's. Few days later, we crashed at Oggy's house which is in PD for our farewell vacation since some of us will be leaving the uni. So yea, we spent a couple nights there. We did few great activities together. After a few days there, we headed back to KL and stopped by at Sol's and Ari's place. We had a great time. It was totally unforgettable and languorous. Awesome shhieettzerr.


Next was my birthday. 08 November 08. Weee. Thanks to all who had wished me. Really appreciated it guys. Firstly thanks to my family, especially my mom. Then special thanks to Naqi, Armand, Macha, Reesh, Sutesh, Shiresh and others for the birthday eve celebration. It was so generous of you all. And thanks for the presents as well guys. Next thanks to Faris and Nadjwa who had treated me for lunch at DELIcious. The food was absolutely satisfying. Thank you again kudik2 & milo. Wee. Lastly, thanks to my CLiCK who had celebrated my birthday with a delicate surprise. And thanks to Fuzzie and Juria for the birthday cake. It was exquisitely tasteful. You guys have been really great and had left a thumb print in my heart. Gracias. Love.


Just for the record, twilight the movie will be out soon which is tomorrow. Niicceeee. Ahahaha, nway got the soundtrack, to be honest it was pretty bad. LOL. But few songs are quite nice tho. Not to mention, the fans are killing it, totally. Haish. You were right Naqi.
Till today hols had been great. =D

letting go of tonight

update! update! update! everybody has been telling me to do so. Well fyi I've been really really busy since the last class finished till now with raya, exams and stuff. It stressed the hell out of me. Seriously. Since it is still in raya month, I've been receiving lots of invitation to free weight gain programme (open houses) from friends and family as well. And not to mention, I'm in the exam period which is very important for me to stay put and focus on it. LOL. Speaking of exams, I just finished my first paper of finals which is btq just now. It was ok tho, managed to answered it. =D. Yesterday night, went to Illya's open house with Dimi & Sutesh. Pick them up around 8 and headed the destination. Huhuhu the food there was superb, we took a load of it. Especially the cheese cake!! good job Illya. Izzera was there too. Then lepak in Illya's room. You sure got a lots of things in there eh Illya. Hee. Took couple of pics and headed back later cuz Im havin exam on the next mornin, oops i mean afternoon. Hahaha LOL.

Woke up early today, revised and went through all the notes for the last time before taking the exam. Then, prepared myself and got back to uia few hours early before the paper starts.After the paper ends, brought Rahman and Acap to digital mall to buy some cd & stuff. It was raining heavily, so we got wet on our way there since I parked the car quite far from the mall. Coincidently, met Dimi & Illya there. She was looking for maxis center cuz she just lost her phone during the open house thingy. Kesian die.=/ It wasnt there, so we went to pyramid to settle it. Had subway with them. Chatted bla3 and stuff then got ourselves back home. We had fun. My next paper starts on Wednesday straight till Sunday. Gulp. All the best mirul.

My dad is letting go the C180 tomorrow. Sob3.

Till then.